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. RE: HOMETOWN STUFF A <[email> 9/3/20 6:20 AM TO HENRY H, Shit. Do you think you’re going to enlist? I haven’t done any research on it yet. I’m gonna ask Zahra to have one of our people put together a binder on it. What would that mean? Would you have to be gone a lot? Would it be dangerous. Or is it just like, wear the uniform and sit at a desk? How did we not talk about this when I was there. Sorry. I’m panicking. I somehow forgot this was a thing looming on the horizon. I’m there for whatever you decide you want to do, just like, let me know if I need to start practicing gazing wistfully out the window, waiting for my love to return from war. It drives me nuts sometimes that you don’t get to have more say in your life. When I picture you happy, I see with your own apartment somewhere outside of the palace and a desk where you can write anthologies of queer history. And I’m there, using up your shampoo and making you come to the grocery store with me and waking up in the same damn time zone with you every morning. When the election is over, we can figure out what we’ll do next. I would love to be in the same place for a bit, but I know you have to do what you have to do. Just know, I believe in you. Re: telling Philip, sounds like a great plan. If all else fails, just do what I did
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and act like a huge jackass until most of your family figures it out on their own. Tell Bea hi. A P.S. Eleanor Roosevelt to Lorena Hickock- 1933: I miss you greatly dear. The nicest time of the day is when I write to you. You have a stormier time than I do but I miss you as much, I think. . . . Please keep most of your heart in Washington as long as I’m here for most of mine is with you! RE: HOMETOWN STUFF HENRY <[email> 9/4/20 7:58 PM TO A Alex, Have you ever had something go so horribly, horribly, unbelievably badly that you’d like to be loaded into a cannon and jettisoned into the merciless black maw of outer space? I wonder sometimes what is the point of me, or anything. I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth. Here lies Prince Henry of Wales. He died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock. I told Philip. Not about you, precisely- about me. Specifically, we were discussing enlistment, Philip and Shaan and I, and I told Philip I’d rather not follow the traditional path and that I hardly think I’d be useful to anyone in the military. He asked
why I happened to be thus serious about disrespecting the fresh new living of your dudes associated with loved ones, and that i it’s consider We dissociated upright (ha) out from the dialogue, since the I unsealed my blasted lips and told you, “As the I am not including the rest of the guys associated with nearest and dearest, starting with the point that I’m very deeply gay, Philip.” Once Shaan were able to dislodge him regarding pendant, Philip had a lot of terms and conditions personally, some of which was indeed “puzzled otherwise misguided” and you can “making certain the fresh perpetuity of your own bloodline” and “respecting the history.” Really, I do not remember the majority of they. Thus, yes, I know we discussed and you may expected you to coming out on my family unit members was an effective first faltering step. I cannot state this was a supporting sign re: our likelihood of asyalД± amerikalД± kadД±nlar asyalД± kadД±nlara karЕџД± going personal. I am not sure. I have drank much regarding Jaffa Cakes about any of it, become frank. Sometimes We imagine thinking of moving New york to take more initiating Pez’s youth protection truth be told there. Simply leaving. Not coming back. Perhaps burning things down on the way out. It might be nice. Here’s a concept: Do you realize, I’ve realized You will find never in reality told you what i imagine brand new first time we fulfilled? You see, in my situation, memories are difficult. That often, it damage. A curious benefit of